shhhhleepy little smile...

there are few things better in life than knowing someone truly supports you 100%. It is an uncommon notion these days that one person will actually stick their neck out for another no matter what. to know that, to feel that deep within you that there is someone else out there in this world that is willing to do that for you, theres nothing like it. i experience this on a daily basis and do feel as though i am the luckiest man on earth. i do not go one day without thanking God for an absolutely amazing friend and soulmate and being grateful to Him for her. its like never worrying who will be there. frankly, its like never caring who else will be there because i know she will be. and thats all that matters to me. all that matters is that she feels that love and support reciprocated every day. because she is sleeping here next to me at 3:30 in the morning, not because she has to or needs to. but because she wants to. she chooses to. she chooses me. chooses to support me. even while shes sleeping. she chooses to sleep on this uncomfortable couch with a tiny blanket in a fully lit room, only to show her support for me. she supports all my dreams. she does not judge rather listen and inquire. and not seem interested but truly be interested. its shocking to actually find someone so interested in what i consider to be a somewhat boring life i have. even this post i find to be a bit rambled but its merely an overflow of emotion that builds up inside me every day.