theres just you.

theres no eloquence. theres no over-the-top wording to evoke unimaginable feelings. theres just you. and you provide a pathway into a realm of emotion i never really thought possible. you provoke a sense of utter simplicity. can it really be this easy to care for someone this deeply? is it really so consuming that one man just begs and begs to offer everything he has humanly possible to offer. for the slight hope that she accepts. that she returns even a smidgen of affection for him. that she can so easily and whimsically determine his future. that she has such power over him. why? because its all out on the table now. theres nothing hiding. theres you. theres me. theres everything in between. and its up to us to jump through these hoops and get past these obstacles. for what? to meet somewhere in the middle. somewhere your life has to change just as much as mine so that this works. somewhere your life intertwines with mine. so that it really can be that simple. so that we can be who we were meant to be. do what we were intended to do. so that we can love each other unconditionally. why? because you have me in a headspin and youre the only one in control. because you have given so much. because you deserve the best. someone who will treat you the way you treat them. with the utmost respect, care and kindness. so that your friends dont pity you but envy you. so they dont question you why youre still there but how you got him. so i can dream about you every night with the only thing better is to wake up and realize its not a dream. so i get to say..yeah shes with me. so for that. for this. for us. ill be eternally grateful.